The Midnight Poet: Ben Ditmars

I often lament about the negative side of social media. Today, I want to add that I am sometimes thankful for the opportunity to make real connections with people whom I share the same interests, and concerns. Ben Ditmars, is one such person I found from the dizzying world of Instagram.

About Ben

Ben is an author of surrealist short poetry. He has been featured in several anthologies such as the Mind’s Eye Series and literary journals including the Yellow Chair Review and Semaphore Magazine. Every month, he meets with his poetry group in central Ohio to workshop and experience new verse. You can find links to his books, podcasts and other works on his website: www.benjaminditmars.com He can also be found on Instagram.

In this conversation, Ben delves deep into global warming; a topic he is passionate about. He doesn’t only share thoughts and process behind his book, Sleeping with Earth, which is available on Amazon, but also makes a plea to save Earth.

Khaya Ronkainen: A line from Longfellow’s poem, Paul Revere’s Ride, comes to mind when I hear of midnight poet. But please tell us a bit about how you became a midnight poet.

Ben Ditmars: My first collection of poetry was a short chapbook called Night Poems. It was a theme I chose because of late nights in college, and facing my own fear of the dark. I felt less afraid the more I wrote and continued writing about night as a metaphor for insecurities and setbacks felt throughout my life.

KR: I think embracing the dark is an act of bravery. Now, the title of your book, Sleeping with Earth, is intriguing for lack of a better word. Also the subtitles of sections under which thematic poems are grouped conjure up even more interesting images. What inspired the book title?

BD: There are a few metaphors reflected in the title:

  1. Sleeping with Earth as spontaneous sex with no attachment; using Mother Earth for the sake of pleasure.
  2. Sleeping with Earth (i.e. on the earth) to feel closer with nature.
  3. Sleeping with Earth, more cryptically, as death. I felt we will all be sleeping in the earth someday, as bodies or ashes, but the planet need not end with us.

KR: I must say, at first the title sounded playful. But I quickly discovered that the book deals with one of the important and serious topics, our planet. Nonetheless, I still find the poems erotic, explosive and like a shot of espresso. What do you hope to achieve with this book?

BD: I hope to raise awareness. And I hope to personify the earth in such a way that the cataclysms of a massive scale become relatable. I feel when things are vast or far away the ability to comprehend is made more difficult. In a way, ‘Sleeping with Earth’ brings the countless issues caused by global warming or environmental degradation ‘down to earth’ for readers.

KR: In your letter to the reader, you say “I’ve tried thinking of words to describe this collection. How can I summarize in few words my purpose?” Having read the book, I totally get where you’re coming from. That said, the collection still reminds me of the concept of “taking, making and wasting” from a completely different subject. Even so, laments about exploitation of Mother Earth is something I also pick up from your poems. Do you regard this collection as political poetry? Yes or No. Why?

BD: I see myself as a nature poet primarily (human nature, physical nature, etc.) yet I am driven politically to defend such things. Creating a voice and narrative around the plight of the planet was important for me to accomplish. The earth and those inhabiting it are at a clear turning point, where the choices we make now will affect the entirety of all life going forward. Yet, I am sympathetic to businesses that must create things necessary for society to continue. Waste will always be a by-product of taking and making, whether it’s with producing televisions or medicine, cell-phones or wind turbines. But it’s possible to set goals and limit this as much as possible. Some (such as a current president I won’t mention) might simply proclaim “waste” inevitable and make no effort to avoid it and that is the worst mistake we can make.

KR: I totally agree, we are at a turning point. It’s up to each and everyone of us to take care of our planet. Businesses would be better off adopting circular economy rather than linear ways of creating, for instance. But I digress…

Poems in the book follow a natural progression, that is, they read like a story with a beginning, middle and end. As a result, I had difficulty choosing just one poem to discuss in detail. So, let’s take a look at the few excerpts from different poems, I’ve selected:

arousal

in the beginning,
before heavy elements
or stars
magnetism rested in
the dark sensation
of a solar breath (from Procreation)

penetration

I cannot contain
the blast from shared
uranium or go insane
from mercury, the slow
and steady poison inside
every drop of lead I
drill inside you (from Fracking Fluids)

climax

pain will trickle
down with economics
and the billions saved,
while showers burn and
filters catch the lies (from Lead in the Water)

Ben Ditmars

From these poems, I get a sense that the book is written for denialists. I say this because I detect frustration from the speaker’s tone, and raw emotions throughout the whole collection. Talk us through your thought process as you write these poems?

BD: The book is not so much written for denialists as those I hoped to reach. I think there are people on the fringe or are merely apathetic, when it comes to the climate debate. Perhaps, they don’t want their jobs in the gas or coal industry to be affected but still see the vital importance or rising sea levels? I took this into consideration as I wrote this collection. The writing happened so quickly (in a matter of few months) and I tried to only conceal my frustration, when it affected the flow of verses.

KR: Why do you care so much about this issue?

BD: I care because this world will be left to my children someday. They will ask what I did to save it. And because it is not as important an issue as it should be in the country I live in. The health of the planet affects all life, whether it is with storms, drought or famine. America will not be isolated forever from the worst of it.

KR: I hear you! Your passionate plea is hard to miss. Now, looking at the poem below, I like how ends. It almost leaves ‘a door open’ as if to invite a conversation. Was this intentional? How do you hope the reader continues the conversation on environment and pollution?

after shock

but since we are creatures
hell-bent on vibration with

angular momentum
collapsed down,

the world turns,
we can’t look away. (from Hell-Bent)

Ben Ditmars

BD: I like the idea of an open door. I might rephrase it as revolving doors. Hopefully, the reader sees a deeper message of connection and discusses vibration with the earth as geological; rocks and sediment building upon layers like our bones. We are magnetically connected, both spiritually and physically to this pale blue dot. As Carl Sagan once said, there is nowhere in the near future our species can migrate.

KR: Ah! Sagan long dispelled the idea of humans moving to another planet. Now, to poetry as an art form. Sometime ago, I read an essay by Rebecca Watts, The Cult of the Noble Amateur. The question she asked then still remains difficult (for me) to answer, “Why is the poetry world pretending that poetry is not an art form?” How would you answer to this question?

BD: Social media has changed poetry. Even my wife has lamented about some of the work she sees as less technically sound. But that is not a bad thing. It proves that poetry is stronger and more capable of adapting itself to the world we live in. Everyone needs their ten minutes of fame, and everyone needs to be heard. I think that’s the truth of this digital age. Perhaps poetry is more about personality than in past eras but so is mostly everything else.

KR: I think you are correct in saying that poetry is capable of adapting itself. And as Willard Spiegelman once said, “Whatever happens to poems, however, one thing is certain: poetry will survive.”

So, how does poetry feature in your everyday life? How does it help brighten your days or cope with challenges?

BD: Poetry allows me to form connections and process emotions. I try to make sense of the world through my writing.

KR: Beyond the blogs or social networks, where do you connect with other writers?

BD: I like to connect with other writers in my monthly poetry group. It’s very different from other groups in that it is smaller and more intimate. I think that has turned off some recruits but also attracted others. Also, I did a podcast called Lyrical Versification with my fellow poet Amber Norrgard. It has been a few years but I believe it is still on iTunes.

KR: What in your life compels you to write poetry?

BD: We all have our 10,000 hours. I went through many modes of expression before I found the right outlet. I tried writing fiction, I tried writing plays, but nothing felt as real as poetry. There’s a naked honesty to it that takes you to new places inside yourself.

KR: Lastly, have you read any book of poetry lately that made you think differently about poetry? What and why?

Actually, yes. There are two poets: Sreya Bremtin has a new collection that really moved me called Risk the Blossom. Also, H.E. Hoover has Imagination Is My Escape. Both are incredibly heartfelt and personal. They say something unique about life and experience from both the old and young perspectives.

Thank you Ben, this has been a stimulating conversation.

p.s. All excerpts and images used with author’s permission.

Over to you, poetry lovers. If you have a comment or question for the poet, feel free to continue the conversation below. Thank you for reading!

The Truth

1. On Being in the Moment

“The present moment is filled with joy and happiness. If you are attentive, you will see it.” ~ Thich Nhat Hanh

2. “For the rain it raineth every day.”

Daylight gets shorter and shorter as snow fleets past with rain.

November Rain

3. On Maintaining Friendships

It’s tempting to go into hibernation, when it’s cold, wet and dark outside as it is right now. But “I’ve always got five minutes for a friend.” Do you? Because it’s that time of the year, with holidays almost upon us, where it can be very lonely for those who don’t have loved ones close by to celebrate with.

4. November Days

In these dark November days (as shown in the images above and below) I have no choice but to find ways to glow from inside out. How do I do this? I make sure that I start my days by reading a poem or listening to a song, instead of rushing to check e-mails or threads on WhatsApp, for example.

The Glow

5. Truth is…

I’m busy focusing on being fully present. Today though, I’m not here to talk about my personal truth but to share Nomzi Kumalo’s. Some of you might already know this remarkable artist from the blogs. Well, Nomzi and I do not only share love for poetry but she is also my homegirl. That is, she is also a South African, and a neighbour as she nowadays calls Norway her second home as I do Finland.

So, I’m super excited to share news of her debut single’s release, Truth, and an addition to my playlist. Nomzi has put her all in this work. If you’ve enjoyed listening to the song, please do spread the word!

Wishing you a lovely weekend! Remember not to let November tentacles rob you of joy and happiness. Be fully present in the moment!

Occasionally, I share five random things I’m reading, watching, doing and thinking about. I love hearing about your days, too.

November

“November always seems to me the Norway of the year.” Emily Dickinson

I don’t know what Dickinson meant with this quote above. What I know is that November always seems (to me) like time of the year, I always have to dig deeper in order to discover its gifts.

1. Tactics to save daylight

Summer is long gone and forgotten, and November tightens. But how sweet is the act of turning back the clock for one more hour to snooze!

2. Magic and mysteries of Crows

My favourite artist, MagicLoveCrow, introduced me to these fascinating birds. In fact, she painted this beautiful smile for me, a few years ago just to help me endure the darkness that is November. This remains the favoured art piece in my collection. To learn more about these smart creatures, feel free to listen to this podcast, Are Crows Scary or Just Scarily Smart?

3. Letter Writing as Art

Long & long does it seem since I have had any word or sign from you.” ~ Anne Gilchrist

Letter-writing is something I immensely enjoyed, and terribly miss in this age of WhatsApp. Anyway, I especially enjoy letters of classic poets and writers. They always reveal a lot about the times these writers lived in. At the moment, I’m reading The Letters of Anne Gilchrist and Walt Whitman. Thanks to friends, who keep recommending great books to read. 🙂

4. The Colour Orange

Orange signifies different things to different people. For me, right now, it simply means a colour to brighten the dark days of November. Think smell and taste of butternut soup. Yum! And of course, the fragrance of love; I simply adore lilies.

Orange Lilies

5. On transcending barriers

“We don’t have control over many aspects of our lives yet we always have an option on how we respond.” ~ Stephanae McCoy

Steph is one of the amazing people I met on the blogs, and call a friend. What first attracted me to her blog is her sense of style, which I soon find out that it is actually her mission. Steph is a crusader, who breaks the myth “blind people can’t be fashionable.” She raises awareness but also empowers blind and visually impaired women through her blog Bold Blind Beauty, and beyond.

Please take time to browse her blog for a real sense of the impactful work she does. And I hope her story, My Path from Poverty to Possibilities, inspires you as well.

Wishing you have a cozy and restful weekend, and always with a good book to read! And good luck to all, who are participating in NaNoWriMo.

Occasionally, I share five random things I’m reading, watching, doing and thinking about. You’re most welcome to join the conversation.