It Was Summer

It was summer when a nameless writer finally packed her tools away. At last, the character she’d been writing for was content. With countless years spent working on a useless story, the writer wanted to double-check what she’d just heard.

“So, this is it, right?”

“Great job,” said the character, looking at the writer’s calloused hands. “You deserve a break.”

A clear “yes” was what the writer wanted, and the break suggestion felt like an evasion. The writer inhaled deeply before turning to face the demanding protagonist.

“Look, as you insisted, I’ve written this story to the end.”

“Don’t get hung up on deadlines… But you’re almost there,” said the character.

“You asked for this story, so I wrote it. That’s it for me.”

“What’s the point of all this,” the character asked, “if no one’s ever going to read it? We need to think of ways to get the story in front of the readers.”

The writer scoffed, incredulous that such a young character could be so authoritative.

“We? No. That was not part of the deal,” said the writer. “Besides, who needs to read about the past? We now live in the post-apartheid era.”

The character stared pensively out of the window for a while, then turned to face the writer.

“Ever heard of wing moult?”

“What does that have to do with anything?”

“My dad used to say we need rest, just like swans take time to shed damaged feathers and grow new ones.”

“I don’t want to grow feathers—I just want to be done with this story.”

“Okay. And about your question,” the cheeky character said, “this story matters. I can give you all the reasons for its relevance. .”

“Yeah? Give me one!”

“Politics or money force people to move or live apart, even today. And who suffers the most?”

“Huh! Are we talking about migration and displacement within borders?”

“We’re talking about families and much more.”

“Ah, families… now that’s interesting!”

“See? I told you to take a break!” said the character, smiling. “You’ll come back with new wings.”

Image of a swan sleeping

note: It’s summer in Europe; a time to live a little! 🙂 So, I’m off blogging for a bit. I’ll be back in autumn. Wishing you a joyful time, no matter the season!

Later, my friends! ♥

Home Is a Moving Thing

I was told to write about my preoccupation. For once, I don’t want to resist, edit my emotions, or ruminate endlessly about the state of the world. ‘Cause there’s untamed freedom outside, defying constraints of a poetic form.

It’s not the starlings with their soft, murmuring calls that fill this April morning. A chorus of urgent needs and affections swells around me. Birds soar, hover, and glide in an aerial ballet. I’m awestruck by the power of the collective. Yet each bird is an independent flier guided by stars and winds across oceans. The air itself vibrates with energy. Each wingbeat pulls me into a peaceful vortex, a calm amidst chaos.

Image of a Common Goldeneye

note: Bird-spotting is an activity that feels me with a sense of awe and joy. Nature, though, is not only delightful but also a brilliant teacher.

Today’s post draws inspiration from this year’s bird migration. The complete piece appears on da-AL’s blog, HappinessBetweenTails. Head over to read and join the conversation!

The Insistence on Beauty


About four years ago, the world was grappling with a pandemic. Some were breathing a sigh of relief from the end of a [fill in your favourite word] presidency. And others were oblivious to an impending invasion. Many other significant events happened worldwide that same year.

Then there was the personal… Exhausted and despondent, I poured my energy into a demanding poetry collection that ultimately kept me sane. During that liminal space, between the global and the personal, I also started project finding beauty. This act of finding beauty in simple things inspired a personal newsletter, I enjoy writing for my small readership.

What of it?

This year feels strangely similar to that time. The only difference it’s like we’re preparing for an unknown unknown, metaphorically speaking, though scientists call this Disease X.

Everything happening right now feels incredibly overwhelming. Given the ongoing suffering in the world, feeling and expressing joy can feel inappropriate and induce guilty. However, self-awareness, compassion, and perspective help me manage these feelings.


Beauty leads us all, finally, to the greatest questions of all, to the most significant quest of our lives.” – Ben Okri

Why do I insist on finding beauty?

Why then do I insist on finding beauty, such a frivolous pursuit? My short response: what’s the alternative? Simply put, appreciating small things helps me focus on daily moments and grounds me in the present, rather than straining to see what the future holds. This is not to escape reality, but to build the strength to face it.

Finding beauty in the mundane, helps me stay grateful. But the mundane is boring, right? That’s called life. Some people believe the secret to happiness is the ability to embrace the boring.

This practice helps me be satisfiable. You know that feeling of pure satisfaction, where you wouldn’t change a thing? The wonder of a starlit night or the comforting warmth of sunshine.

When I’m satisfiable and grateful, my heart opens to share the depth and breadth of the human experience with others.

Finnish spring: frozen lake and sunshine

How to notice such beauty?

Though everyday beauty is everywhere, it’s difficult to notice. Because we often take it for granted. Appreciating life’s simple gifts, acknowledging the surrounding abundance, and unexpected moments of joy and playful turns requires a focused mindset.

I start from the inside and challenge the incessant yearning for ideal conditions, a better life, a more just world, and all other things I have little or no control over. For me, poetry’s purpose and effect are one with beauty. It allows me to pause, notice and appreciate the ordinary things, and live a saner life amidst the chaos.

In all, I believe in having at least one thing we do for ourselves first. Something that grounds us in the present and helps us see the abundant beauty around, especially in these uncertain times.

What about you? Do you have a ground practice? I’d love to hear how you’re taking care of yourself, at present.

Happy Spring or enjoy the season you’re in!